A Fool's Smile.

There are days when I prefer to sit alone,

Talking to myself, smiling, all by myself, alone.

And as I am getting really addicted to this,

I fear that people have started to notice it.

‘A fool’s Smile’ is what they call it,

And I must admit, I really like the sound of it.

Ensnared in the illusion of normality,

I got a pretty precarious stand on society.

drifting away from the unanimity,

Following my heart, that’s my priority.

I’m watching the sun going down,

As I’m getting consumed by my thoughts.

I disguise myself with this smile of mine,

And engage in fake tranquillity

Acting estranged to those people

Who share the same air of hostility

Past experiences flash before my eyes.

Blurred, all mixed up, like a single tale woven over time.

Dreams I dreamt, Bonds I cherished,

How marvellously they thrived!

How unfortunately they perished!

Caught in this Maelstrom, I think

What is Fate? What is Destiny?

Does Paradise and dystopia really exist?

Does This existence have a purpose?

Were we born as part of some great grand scheme,

As the protagonist of a tale written just for us?

Or does this all has no purpose at all?

No meaning at all?

I hide these questions behind this smile

knowing that we all might walk together

Side-by-side, Pretending to be indifferent

somewhere, deep down,

we know we are all going our separate ways.

Frantically thinking about these questions,

I’m getting insane, bit by bit, moment by moment.

But I don’t want to seek answers.

I just want to stare at this world,

this reality, this grand opera of chaos.

Smiling at it,

in hopelessness, in pure tranquillity,

All alone, waiting for it to smile back.

Connect with the writers: -

THEELUSIVEEXPRESSIONIST (magan.gagandeep@gmail.com)

Viplove Tyagi (viplovepvt@gmail.com)

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