Everyone’s Playlist Sounds the Same

What if the trend we’re following is the death of real listening?

Am I listening because I love it, or because everyone else does?

There’s this strange silence I feel when I scroll through Spotify playlists these days — like déjà vu on loop.

Everyone’s “On Repeat” looks the same: Travis Scott, Seedhe Maut, The Weeknd, maybe AP Dhillon or Drake to keep it “vibe certified.”

It’s not that I don’t like them — I do. I’ve rapped along to “Highest in the Room” at 2 a.m. and screamed Seedhe Maut’s “Nanchaku” and “Hola Amigo” in the metro with my friends. But sometimes, when the loud noise fades and the reels stop scrolling, I left with a strange silence. A SILENCE that asks, is this really me

Somewhere between algorithm-curated playlists and “What are you listening to these days?” small talk, I lost the real essence of me.

Because deep down, my real playlist doesn’t live on the Explore page.

It lives in Rahat Fateh Ali Khan’s voice when he sings “O Re Piya,” in Lata Mangeshkar’s tremble that feels like time stopping, in Coldplay’s “Fix You” where light breaks through darkness like a memory that still hurts but also heals. Jazz, on the other hand, feels like a conversation with my soul unpredictable, honest, messy, yet peaceful.

It doesn’t need to trend to matter; it just needs to exist.

Maybe that’s the irony we chase individuality by copying each other.

There’s something about Rahat Fateh Ali Khan’s voice — it doesn’t just enter your ears, it pierces your heart, settling where your heartbeat hides.

Every word feels like a pearl I’ve gathered over time delicate, real and priceless

We talk about “real vibes” while streaming whatever’s on the spotify Top 100.

Every party, every crowd, every reels same beat drop, same hook, same rhythm.

The crowd jumps, but the soul stands still in the corner.

I still remember the night when I felt completely alone and had no one to call in my room at 3 a.m., headphones on, Ben E. King’s “Stand By Me” playing softly. The lyrics didn’t judge, they just stayed like someone quietly holding my hands when words fail. That night, music didn’t play for me; it rescued me. It reminded me that feeling deeply isn’t weakness, it’s proof that you’re still humans

Because music was never meant to make you popular in society it was meant to make you unique.

And I’d rather be alone with a song that understands me than surrounded by a thousand beats that don’t.

Sometimes I think — in trying so hard to belong, we’ve forgotten how to be.

Following trends makes me visible in the crowd, sure. But it also makes me invisible to myself.

What if the real flex was having a song that makes you cry instead of one that gets you views on social media?

For me, music isn’t just rhythm. It’s rescue.

It’s Adele’s “Love in the Dark” reminding me that grief can sound beautiful.

It’s Arijit Singh’s “Agar Tum Saath Ho” turning heartbreak into art.

It’s those late-night Coldplay drives where the city lights flicker in sync with “yellow” and you wonder if growing up just means learning to miss yourself less

And maybe that’s why I can’t completely give in to the trend. Because I’ve known what it feels like when a song doesn’t just play for you but with you like the wind brushing your face on a quiet night, reminding you that you’re still here, still human, still feeling.

“Somewhere between trending and transcending, we forgot how to truly listen.”

What if: our playlists weren’t resumes of coolness or proof of taste?

Because music was never meant to make you popular — it was meant to make you real.

The world doesn’t need another Top 50 listener.

One day, the charts will reset, the reels will stop, and the noise will fade away.

But somewhere between those silences, I’ll still have the songs that stayed the ones that found me when nothing else did.

Maybe that’s what music is meant to be not an escape, but a reminder that I’m still here, still feeling, still listening. And maybe that’s enough.

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