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EYES TELL

Yes, they do. 

I know because I look into yours too.


When they melt into a smile pure,

Creasing to depths of eternal bliss, 

A breathtaking-view for a gaze, yet amiss.

A smile so contagious, it fills me up.

Fills my bubble of dreams and love.

Trapping me in a light-show, bedazzled for sure.

With light, one would search for eons to glow.


A crisp of crust on the pizza side.

Flashing lights on a dreary night.

I reached out. 

And every single time.

Your eyes came to mind.


Or when left estranged for too long.

I saw and knew it all along.

Every time you passed me by.

I peer into your sombre eyes.

Calling me out without a cry.

An illusion of bars, stands in front of me.

Like mirrors, shattering my soul in fleet.


And when I see my face through you,  

I promise I could feel it too.

The pain, the laugh. 

The sorrow, the gloom.

The joy, the dark,  I’ll share it with you.

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